i am not doing to great at the getting myself together thing lately.
especially in the area of doccumenting life and blog keeping and that sort.
maybe you've noticed.
i don't have a project life started for this year. i don't even have a binder, although i have plenty of pages and left over cards and paraphenalia from the last couple years.
i haven't been taking hardly any pictures. or writing in my paper journal. or writing here.
yesterday i didn't even work on the disney trip report.
although yesterday was a highly messed up day. hannah had a seizure an hour away, at school. and for the exact 3 hours i was trying to get there and find her and drive home, our cell phones were OUT. at&t, you suck. hard. i realized pretty much everyone i am close to is on at&t. and i only know two people with land lines. it was a nice preview of how messed up life could get if the whole cell network went down. not pretty. that whole fiasco turned out fine, but it certainly threw me off. for the whole the day all i got done was one dryer load of laundry and a decent dinner.
i'm hoping i might get it together today. it's going to be above freezing out. that's always helpful. i'm going to go shopping - but only to the grocery store. i might get rid of table in this room, which is not that big of a job but i think it will make a big difference mentally. it's all kind of mental, isn't it? i think if i could just get my head into a better space, i'd be much better. well, duh really. from therapy i've learned one trick is to just get busy and do what you don't want to do. action. that's the ticket.
so that's why i'm here. i wrote this. that's a start.