I really should be sleeping. I'm certainly tired enough for sleeping. I thought I was going to write in my paper journal. I even made sure to get a few pages ready tonight when I was making colors in it out in the garage. But now it's late and I'm in bed and I don't want to turn the overhead light on because then the ants find me easier.
The ants are coming into the house via my light fixture. The one over my bed. Yes this is as bad as it seems. Today I think I found where they're coming from and put out enough ant bait/poison. The sad part is I've believed that before, so like with so many things we will have to wait and see. But tonight, I don't want to turn the light on. So I decided to do like in the olden days and just come to the internet and ramble.
I wonder what tomorrow will bring. It all seems so different and open ended. Now the girl has graduated. Turned 18 and finished high school. I feel very proud of her. A lot of other adverbs as well. Seriously, a lot. A whole range of them. But I'm tired of talking about it.
My dog Henry is anxious tonight. He's pace-y and acting kind of weird. But I bet I will act that weird when I'm as old as he is.
So like I said, I wonder what tomorrow will bring. There's a few chores on the must do list. A bunch on the can do. And hopefully I can think of a few things that are good and pleasant at the same time. I don't even know what. I think tomorrow would be an excellent day to do some morning pages, even though I have no idea where that journal is. I don't know how I misplace my journals so easily. Crazy.
Ok, now I think I'm going to bed. I hope my brain isn't to swirling with thoughts to go to sleep. I'm going to try listening to the Plains of Passage on cd again. It's so good to help me sleep. It focuses my brain so the sleepy part can sneak in and take over.